Trippin, I told Bruce the other night, "The real dangerous mental cases are the ones who spread lies about others, who make others look bad and wish bad things on them. We must remember who we really are. Bobbie may think I am a crazy borderline, but she's unstable and in power and can hurt people and make them wish they were dead. At least I am not like that."

And knowing that helped.

It may not protect me from unfair eviction, but at least I don't feel like a bad person. That's worse!

I can be in a real comfortable mansion and feel like a piece of s***. Or I can be on the street and know that I am a decent human being. I've...just...never...been...homeless...before.

Billi