I am also glad that you are doing a thread here about how you are doing.

I am enjoying it.

I too love music. It keeps me hopeful and reminds me that bpd and suffering are only PART of my life, not all of it, and I am musically inclined, not just this "crazy person".

I am sorry that it did not work out with that doctor. OMG. I really wish I could say a few words to these doctors who seem to discount our issues and our questions/self-diagnoses! Why can they not appreciate us as people who really want to know about themselves and get better?! IDK.

I have a thread in the Health Support section here at PC called "Dear Doctor" and you can feel free to talk about doctor stuff there if you want. Sorry I don't have a link.

Keep writing, keep singing, keep listening to that music! You are empowering yourself that way!

Billi