*You keep talking and keep holding on, please!*

Hold onto what, havent got anything. I just wanna end it all, theres no point its so hopeless.
After what san. Wrote that i can study i believed and went to study once more however it was so pointless. I was ready to kill myself then, why couldnt i get a grip and just concentrate on my notes. I had hope that i can actually study its so much worse i should of just known i couldnt do it. I cant deal with life anymore its way too morbid.