I'm currently trying to figure out the details of what's going on because I like to know what's planned and I'm not sure what he has planned.

It does seem like he may have a crush on me, but I'm not too sure. He asked if he could kiss me as a friend (because he told me he has a personality like Barney the purple dinosaur) and I told him only like a friend. I'm pretty generous when it comes to touching, but I want to be sure it's only as friends.

There is something he really wants to do and I really don't want to do, and that's swimming at the lagoon. It's this man made hole by the lake that little kids swim in, but it's also where all the geese swim and poop in too and the lagoon is green and gross-looking. I don't know if I should just go along and go in or tell him I'll sit out and feed the ducks. It seems like once his mind is made up it would prove difficult to change. They do have open showers there so I might just take body wash with me and then clean myself off after, but still I wouldn't even want to go all the way under and being splashed just seems awful. Not sure what to do about that.