Open Eyes, thank you so much. It is great knowing that I can come here and have others understand what I am going through. Unfortunately my mother has been in therapy since my brother passed, but it has never helped. My fiance' is planning on coming with me to therapy as soon as my therapist is ready for him to be there. He is a great man and I am very lucky to have him.

I guess two of my biggest problems are I self blame constantly and over react to everything on a grand scale. It doesn't matter what the issue.

Again thank you for being here.

Hugs to you as well