I'm in love with the most wonderful man, but like all we have our problems. We've been together 6 yrs. In the last 5 months I have started having anger problems related to PTSD from my mother. It doesn't matter what I do I feel it's not good enough for him. Even though he tells me I'm great. Last night we were talking about money and somehow we couldn't account for some money. So automatically I think he's mad at me and it's all my fault. For about a hour I just sat there and cried and told him I didn't know where it was and tried to account for all I had spent. Finally I went and took a hot shower and was able to calm down. He told me it was never my fault and he was never mad at me. Some times I just feel like I'm losing it. I have always felt like everything that is wrong is my fault and now it's manifesting itself at home towards him. Any advice would be greatly appreciated.

Thanks