I did it. I told him I need space among other things. He said I'm the one he wants, and he also said he knew this would happen- megetting cold feet. He questioned whether I am beig effected by goin back on anti depressants- maybe it makes me numb to all feeling. I told him that wasn't the case. At any rate I am takin time and not speaking with him. I figure in a week or so I will know if I miss him as a bf or a a friend. At least I will have my answer, right? I know he is devastated.