Thank you for your reply and asking. I have be feeling sort of the same just stuck and not getting anywhere. This can make me feel safe and not too much in a panic but thats for the wrong reasons. However at the same time part of me wants to be over my feelings and back out there but another part doesn't even want to make the effort to get out of bed or face life. It's just those little things that can really bring back a whole load of emotions and thoughts and quite easily that can completely ruin and set myself back once again. However at the moment I am in the middle maybe at a turning point or maybe just simmering down on the emotional side of myself. Only time will tell. Wish you all the best