I agree with you all I'm 5month clean of drinking and drugs and I also have severe depression..i go to a therapist and I take meds but I'm still having problem going out and enter acting with life. I'm always feeling guilty I'm still struggling and i still have argue to drink. I never went to AA or went to rehab I'm so paranoid to go anywhere. I wish this depression would go away so that I can be happy again and stop being in fear. I'm feeling like i'm going to relapes..Mary007