thanks everyone for your answers! It's just that I've been alone so long that I forget that things do change and nothing is set in stone.

@chipperdear
I hope I find myself in the same situation and make friends at work. Your story gives me hope!

@shezbut
I am seeing a T, and its great. But they change every year at my uni because they're PHD students and not certified. My definition of friend is someone I can confide in, hang out with often and (literally) lay my head on their shoulder. I've never had that and I want it dearly. And yes I'm quite satisfied with my major Its one aspect of college I actually like.
@fishsandwich
I agree. My roommate and I didn't get along for this reason. She liked to drink and smoke and party and I just couldn't have that. And I would try to find friends onlune but I find that internet realtionships are no substitute for the real thing.
@ jan1212
I find that the anxiety and depression really messes with my self esteem which makes it harder to not only make but keep friends. Your advice is solid, when I go back to school next semester I'll try to get close to the people in my classes and see where it goes from there.
@ Laika18
I'll start volunteering in a hospital this fall. I'm so excited to work in a hospital and make potential friends.