Thank you beauflow, that was very nice of you.

I have found I love being sober, waking up feeling good, going to bed with a clean head.
I have also found that it is possible for me to have a few beers once in a while and the next few nights I have no urges or regrets or anything. I think I am at a spot where 'normal' people are at. I am content with this right now. I have quit drinking every single night and still get to enjoy the summer bon fires once in a while.