Updating some are family counseling is almost done, I am scared of the lose of that in my house,think it has helped in a major way on keeping everyone sane,my drinking hasn't been an issues yet at all, been controlling the ergs no more whiskeys completely quit ,but I am feeling like I am being controlled now,I have mixed thoughts on alot of commits that are flying my way from my daughters an wife,I start to explode but then, I go for a walk of get away and really think, it helps to get time away.Being controlled is not going over well I am getting angry an humiliated.I am trying my hardest to take every approach to everything with a clear mind.Never thought it would be so difficult wears on yea bad,I taking 1 day at a time.