Well it's understandable that it would be a new feeling and might be uncomfortable for a while. My therapist always said it was like new shoes - they're uncomfortable at first but that doesn't mean you want to walk around in your old ones forever. Different doesn't always mean bad. I think it's really great that you've had the courage to ask someone for help. And if pills worked for you before then you should know which ones work for you, which can take a bit of trial and error. Good luck with it all.