I wish all the issues I have would just disapear. I want them to go away. I want all the %#@&#! to stop. I know that I am going to have to deal with this for the rest of my life and that is only going to be more depressing. Why? (tear). My parents suck, my friends treat me like %#@&#!, I have been sexual abused, I have an eating disorder, OCD, I get panic attacks, I cut, and it is all so much. The only good thing is my boyfriend but is that enough? I see a doctor but that isn't helping. I wish everything were good, I hate this. I HATE THIS.