My psychologist sent me a letter. I just responded. She's hopefully gonna try and help me in finding a psychiatrist who actually knows something about BPD.
And of course.. She is trying to make sure that I'm not just hypochondric and making this up and all that, but at least she's subtle about it.

She has this way of writing that makes me feel respected and understood. It's good to read her letters. Makes me feel like someone is taking half of the weight off my shoulders. That I'm not all alone with this.

Current state of mind - relaxed.