(((Piper)))

I get the same way, I want to deny it and I also just want to forget. I find myself questioning why I seem to need to remember so many things, things that happened so long ago.

All of what you are thinking and feeling and questioning is a part of the PTSD. There is often a lot of doubt. For myself, I find that when I have flashbacks and old memories they ARE true. And what I wonder mostly about it why I have to revisit and like you say, wish I could just forget.

(((Hugs)))
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