Open Eyes Thank you again. At this point I have decided to just take care of me and try to move forward. I hate to say this but I don't care if she gets the help she needs or not. I can't care anymore I've cared too long. I've held my own healing back because of her and I can't do that anymore. I've wanted to end contact with her for years but always felt too guilty to do so. That she would die if I did. Well I've done it and it feels great.

I want to have a family and life with my BF and in order to do that I've got to heal myself. So let the healing begin. Being on here has helped so much.

thanks