when i drank it took away all my life problems i thought. when i got sober i realized i was running from myself and LIFE. when i'd try to stop all the problems were still there and more so. i numbed everything so i didn't have to feel. emotions were my enemy i thought. i found real freedom through sobriety.
can you identify what you're/were running from?
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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