So we are broken up - well, "taking a break" whatever that means. He and I keep texting - it's hard to make that break.

I miss him already and feel like I have lost my best friend. I keep thinking of what he's doing and it's hard not to text him and see how he is doing.
He thinks that my anti-depresssants play a big role. When I was on them, I was chill and relaxed and just going with the flow type of person. I went off them for a few months (Feb-April) and things got really bad. I felt like I had feelings again, but my emotions were all over the place. He reminds me - you were in love with me when you were off the meds. I tried to explain to him it was bc I was grasping at anything - he was the person who was keeping me afloat at that difficult time. Now he thinks that since I'm back on the medicine, it's making me numb again and not allowing me to have feelings. Is this possible?

What if I made the wrong decision by breaking it off?

When I think of the reasons I broke it off:
He is very high strung - type A personality just like me
I misinterpret what he's saying sometimes, which causes conflict
I don't know if I see myself with him forever
I'm not that physically attracted to him - I haven't really been that way with any guy tho, so this might not be anything new.
He has habits that annoy me - cleaning his apartment, etc.

Reasons to rethink the break up:
He treats me like gold - better than any man has before
He listens to me and cares what I think and how I feel
My family loves him - he is wonderful with his kids and an awesome dad, which is really attractive
He's funny - so funny, and witty
He's my best friend
What if I'm just tainted from my breakup with my ex husband 2 yrs ago?
What if it's just cold feet?

I really need some help sorting this out.

I promised myself I'd take the week and not talk to him, but I miss him and it's hard to make that break. I don't know what to do. Help - I kinda feel like I'm drowning here.