I tried telling my dad what really happened to me when I was a child. He will not believe me,or validate me. He worked 3 jobs and had no clue of what was going on under his roof. He knows I was abused but most of my abusers were people he loved cared about and trusted...so he wont listen. None of my family will listen to me...they say things like ...that was in the past let it go, or get over it( none of them know the real truth about what happened to me ..I have never told them )I just want my dad to say I'm sorry you were hurt , and I wasn't there to protect you...I love you. My dad is getting old I want him to hold me..... sorry I cant finish..... Some of my abusers when I see them I want to SI or die.
Last edited by such is life...; Jun 07, 2012 at 12:12 PM.
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