Thanks guys. I picked the name DoggieDo b/c it was on the doggie poo bags that I use at the apartment complex. They have these stations for poo pick up. It was just a clever play on words I thought. I don't actually think of myself as dog poo, or at least I don't think I do.

Everyone says I'm not alone, but what really does that mean? You aren't alone. What consistutes having someone there for you?

They say you can do an exercise where you can write down your obituary or whatever. I think that would just be more depressing for me. I don't think I'd have anything to write. The only bad part of not being around would be that I would feel bad for my mom/dad...they'd be devestated. That's all. No great real loss...

I did check out the lonely forum here on PC - thanks for that suggestion.
I was seeing a therapist for a while - mental health counselor. I know I should probably call her. The last time I saw her was a month ago - she thought I was good enough to discontinue seeing her.