Why do I have the feeling that it's all about to hit the fan now that my kid's T is become more aware of my eating habits and learning about that one weekend I had in February? This will be the year that someone tries to medicate me. I have a feeling. Not that it's a bad thing, but it's something that I am cautious or nervous of. I don't like some of the side effects. The whole idea would take some getting used to. My kid's T demands to know about that weekend and I really find it hard to go into specific details with anyone. I can deal with telling someone if I eat or don't eat, but I don't know about much more than that. Normally, I don't care, but with this I am scared and embarrassed to admit and confess what happened. I've been working on the note to my kid's T. I might even drop it off tomorrow. I plan to put a bow on it, LOL. If I was being a lot more specific about details and what happened that weekend, I'd use giftwrap, too. I just don't know what to make of life and everything right now. I hope he understands.