I mean it, nobody likes me. It's not a veiled attantion seeking. I don't expect white lies that everybody likes me. It never mattered how I behaved because I changed my behaviour and it always ends up the same. There's a wonderful café in the city but didn't go there- and I live here since October because I'd feel stupid going there alone and I have no one to accompany me cos no one likes me. I'm the one going out with my mother because no one else wants to spend time with me. Whenever I mention sth connedcted with my studies or science in general, everyone tries to convince me I'm stupid anyway. Years of studying psychology, pedagogics, child's development, language acquisition, methodology of teaching- all that means nothing apparently and I'm deprived of the right to talk about parenting. Everyone rejects my arguments because I'm stupid. Like I said foster parents are the main sexual offenders (source: 'The language instinct-how the mind creates language' by Steven Pinker, highly recommened, btw), someone felt competent enough to call me a liar. I know I shouldn't care about such crap since I know I'm right but how could I feel if situations like that keep happening all the time? Not only no one likes me but also they think I'm stupid and that's very painful because I'm not beautiful so I always tried to be at least not stupid. Anyway, I feel awful.