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Hey guys,
I saw my CPN- Community Psychiatric Nurse this afternoon. He had a student nurse in with him too which is fine by me as how else can they learn.
We were talking and he says I seem to be doing much better which is true. He saw me twice in May as I was depressed even suicidal. Now I am hitting "normal" and mild mania which is fine.
He dropped a bomb on me, my Psychiatrist is leaving in September. He is going to anohter city to be a GP. I have been seeing him for just over 2 years. I am a bit scared to tell you the truth. Is it ok to be like this? I have never been in this situation before.
Then my CPN told me that his manager has said since he see's me monthly this means I am doing fine and that he is possibly going to be taking a back step..... this scares me as I have been seeing him for nearly 18 months and my sessions with him are similar to counselling/therapy. I just don't know what to do. I admit I am a millions time better than I was when we first started working together. I know this sounds stupid but I am not ready to fly solo yet.
Really unsure what to think at the moment!
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