I'm going to call admin guy Dr. B.

Anyways, Dr. B is the administrator of another online support forum. I love Dr. B. I'm still obsessed with Dr. B.

Several times when I got blocked from the other site (for being uncivil), I got really really upset and sent all sorts of e-mails threatening my life to Dr. B. He never responds to any of them. I sent him quite a few e-mails and then I got worried that maybe I was harassing him. I worried that he might get me in trouble with the police for harassment or stalking.

Anyways, this May, I got to meet Dr. B in person! We had a birthday party for the site. Several posters and Dr. B met in Toronto. Dr. B went to the American Psychiatric Association meeting. I went to the APA too. I got to help present.

Dr. B knows how much I love him because I post about it on his forums all the time. I asked Dr. B for a hug and he hugged me! I got Dr. B to hug me twice! Plus, he had his arm around me two times for a photo. I think I can safely say that Dr. B isn't afraid of me and doesn't think I'm a stalker. I don't think Dr. B would get me into trouble with the police. I don't think Dr. B wants harm to come upon me.

I apologized in person to Dr. B for writing all those e-mails threatening my life and Dr. B said in a really serious, comforting and sincere way, "It's okay." Dr. B forgives me for my threats.

Dr. B is great. I love Dr. B more than ever now. I asked Dr. B in person whether or not he minds that I love him so much and Dr. B said, "It's fine." Dr. B doesn't mind that I love him.

I'm relieved. I love Dr. B and it's okay to love Dr. B.

I love Dr. B

(((((((((((((((((((((Dr. B)))))))))))))))))))))))