I lost my husband on 4/27/12. It's hard enough trying to manage without him here, but now there's all the legal paperwork, and all the other stuff popping up that I need to take care of. His car is having problems and now mine needs to be inspected. Not big things, but things he always took care of. He wanted to take car of me and did a good job, but now I feel like I can't do anything without him. I have to figure out how to work the lawn mower and I have to change the filter for the air conditioner. Seems like there's always something new coming up. Sometimes it just feels like too much to handle.