since the past wed. I have felt worser, My so called session with my t.even confused me. I was outside smoking befeore he came outside I asked can I get another cig. for sesion he said no so I didn't but he was talking some mess to me about how ppl. on welfare and medicaid have no rite to smoke I told him that was wrong to say and what does that have to do with therapy but he went on about his this issue and then I said wasn't very helpful and he got up and just left.without saying nothing after only 15 min. I already have problems with low self essteem.i wanted to hurt myself also but I guess he got his cause I went to the 2nd fl. to speak to my socail worker.We spoke for almost an hour I'm just confused to why t did this. it made me feel all sorts of bad still having those thoughts of self injury and depression I have trust issues too and this was a hard week for me. I don't think it helped my anxeieity either which is bad latly too.I had a wake to go to and some other problems too I 'm a hurting individidiual these days Ive been journleing about things alot also I just dont know what else to do.