I hate when I finally tell family I think I am falling slowly into a depression and they dismiss me!!! Why?? I hate ignorant people. Hopefully my pdoc will be a bit more understanding and help me. I am terrified to fall into another depression this year. Alrready been hospitalized 4 times this year alone and 2 times last year...from March 2011 to March 2012 thats 6 times! I think I have a right to be a little bit scared! Oh well just deal with it I guess.