Although I was triggered by some talk and photos about pregnancy and baby photos respectively, the work environment certainly plays a role. Thanks for remembering. My line manager isn't actually even in this week but it's the memory of what last happened in this workplace and the insecurity about how what I do at work might be judged.
On top of that, I went to see someone in HR following a friend's advice and although I tried to keep the emotions out of it, I still got upset. There will be a three-way meeting between HR, my line manager and myself next week and I'm dreading it.

I'm feeling totally exhausted. I'm just trying to get through today, as I really don't want to go off sick immediately again. Of course, this doesn't mean that I'm feeling much better inside myself; it just means I'm dragging myself in to work. :-(