Hi everyone....

So I'm just feeling very low and insignificant today. My birthday was passed over without much thought. The ones inside are all scared, depressed, low, and self destructy. Alex wants to smoke, drink, and SI. Squeek wants to curl up with a teddy bear, a blanky and hot coco. Nina wants to shop until we have no money left. Cas wants to fall apart. Laney wants to cry. Ki wants to binge drink and hook up. Emberlynn is just depressed and boring. I am trying to hold it together for everyone. We have to play a huge roll in a wedding on Saturday, and I am so worried we will screw it up for our best friend.

Then there is also this awful feeling lately that we all are feeling. Everyone of us feels like all the others within hate one another. We all just want to be accepted by the others, but our system is in crisis. Things are changing and change is detrimental. Always.

No one has to comment or anything. We just feel so tragic and pathetic.

Um. Have a good day everyone...

Shanna