Oh, okay, as long as it doesn't bother you. I think you are doing the right thing in going to a therapist for help. I think that it would be helpful for you to spend more time with the therapist as well and a diagnosis (in my opinion) that is more than a could be is applied.

I am just speaking from experience where a therapist was way too quick in writing things down in my own records that are not me at all and have mislead others, including myself about me. I think it is much wiser to spend more time with a patient before writing anything down as most patients are nervous and in my case, I was experiencing full blown PTSD and not other things.

I think you did do the right thing by seeing a therapist, I think you should keep going to a therapist so in time you can get the right diagnoses and guidance that can be helpful for you.

Glad to hear you have a sponser that can guide you and that you are going to AA and the step program. My husband got a tremendous amount of help from that program and he will be celebrating 22 years this September. It a great program for you all around.

Your mood, (aggressive), that can change dramatically as you stay with the program as it is not just about not drinking or using other drugs. It is about why you go down that road and how you can change that and feel better about that decision.

Good Luck,
Open Eyes