ick.

Sometimes I wanted to call just to know he's there. I refrained from that, but I'd think about it.

I felt a let down after sessions, because I knew it'd be a week before I could talk to him again.

I cared more about what he thought of me then I cared about relieving my mind of dark secrets and thoughts.

5 min on the phone with him would relieve the biggest crisis'

Important Edit: In no way have I ever thought of him as more than a T. No sexual attraction whatsoever...never. Just a strong desire to talk to him.