I feel like crap, i just read what B. wrote and i just cut and cut. Your feedback was actually very helpful, abd it meant alot to me. It really helped me to know that there was someone else that doesnt trust the way i do. Or the fact about trying t, and believing me cuz nearly no one believes me that i seriously tried it. Saying that you feel my pain and, understand and all that. So you did help me more than you know. Sorry i made it sound ungrateful or smthg, i tend to do that.