As I've stated prolly 400 times this morning I have a tendency to run. I really need to at least see her for a few more visits before deciding. One minute I wanna run, the next I wanna camp out in her office. I just remember having a gut feeling our first visit that she doesnt have a lot of experience with gay clients. She is trying to help me but isnt really being realistic IMO. I would love to run off to various cities meeting new women since we have no gay scene in my town. But that costs money. I am unmotivated and tired of the internet dating thing but long for a girlfriend.