My old t often said she wished for DID, imagine it, for people that didnt have to experience the extreme trauma, the people who dont really realize that in the switches we have absolutely no control of what our bodies do, the people who dont know what it feels like to have a complete year taken from your memory, they dont understand the oain that follows DID, they only see what they want to see about it, they only see it as an escape from pain or a reason to act out. It makes me more saddened for their ignorance. My aunt, who is just one year older than me is playing that card. I might have believed her but... shes known about, and used it against me when meeting possible male dates of mine including telling my fiance the day i met him, shes always used my DID diagnosis against me. In the beginning of may i had a melt down. My grandma has been visiting frequently to keep me company in this difficult time and ive been telling her a lot of things ive been going through, and things i went through, then just last week my aunt claims the same things and now she has DID, i may have believed her, had i not known her. She frequently fakes pregnancy, brain tumors, anything to gain sympathy. Now she claims her dad molested her. This may be true as ive had my suspicions of him, but apparently when she recalled those memories, a demon personality came out of her. It took her a week after the appointment to call her mom and when her mom went in the house my aunt was rocking back and forth saying "they got me mom, they got me". Shes a good actor. I really would believe her, had i not known who she was. Shes a great actor. And even after learning what her dad did to her, within days she was at his house hugging him. A lot of the family doesnt believe her. Im not trained to diagnose, but i do know her, we grew up together. Anything i have, she has to have and has to have more than me, in any aspect of life. I only hope she isnt falsly accusing her father. While i have my suspicions of him, if he isnt that way, thats horrible for him because i know her. She doesnt like her dad, and she will do anything to anyone she doesnt like, to get attention. We grew up together like sisters, but when i called her to stand up for myself, she tried to have me thrown in jail.

But i dont get mad at her for faking DID, i feel sorry for her, it takes a much sicker person to fake something like this. I thought i had problems, she makes me and having this system, feel normal