Thanks for this, you ripped me a smile!

Triplets?! OMG!

I come just from Rome, you must go asap, you'll love it!

I tried to do what you say, i.e. a daily schedule full of stuff to do and it's true, when I followed it I had no time to do all those things but the point is that I'm not able to follow my schedules for more than two or three consecutive days because there's always something stopping me. A negative thought or a physical disorder (maybe psychosomatic, maybe not). I'd have many things to do at home which is imploding and I thing I don't because I don't wanna feel like an housewife, although two things aren't necessarily linked. I don't clean, I don't cook, I do only what's enough not to die. There used to be days I suddenly wake up and transform the flat in a livable and nicely place, but it's very infrequent. Usually I'm terrible. I wonder why he stay with me.
I feel so sorry for your alcohol problem but I'm proud you're about to start an intence therapy and I'm happy for your almost three days of not drinking. Well done! Go on like this!