I am becoming more terribly depressed. I canceled television service to save money. It seemed like a luxury. I thought I could get an antenna and just content myself with what I could get for free. That would probably be fine. But getting the antenna may be hard to do. Getting the mail is hard to do.

My Sig. Other will be going out of state for two weeks at the end of June. I never before dreaded him leaving. He goes every year. I am more depressed than I have ever been and I feel so awful. He has become my only contact IRL.

Maybe it is anxiety I have today. I have a consultative exam with a psychiatrist in one hour. I feel awful about going for this appointment.

My Sig. Other is in failing health and I feel like I am losing him. I feel like I am losing everything. This is getting to seem like more than I can cope with.

Everyone here has problems. Mine are probably no worse than for a lot of people. I am weak. My problems seem more than I can cope with.