I've noticed that some of the threads at some times seem to be in similar veins...
However, I took part in neither the 'quitting' nor the 'I hate my T' 'cycles'

--(anyway, isn't there always someone threatening to quit or saying they hate their T?)
And you make no mention of a 'I emailed but T didn't respond/T responded wrong' cycle!
I think there are so many of us we're bound to be at the same stage as others/feeling similar things to others here at some point.