Can you get help? Can you see a therapist? You NEED one and now! Please call someone.
If you can't afford one, PLEASE call a crisis hotline! You MUST talk to a trained specialist and soon. You are a special person, and you can be helped. I have felt JUST LIKE YOU before, but I got help.
Do NOT harm yourself. Things are never as bad as they seem. It is our minds telling us this. YOu need a break. Can your mother take the kids for a while? Tell her what is going on, please!! She loves you and will help you! You need some time to yourself!
Please call the hot line in your area! I beg you. And let us know how you are afterwards,ok? God bless. Hugs, Lee
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