Awww, I'm sorry Jazz. All let me be the first to say WELCOME! Seriously, I'm glad you found your way here. From your About Me section it seems like you have your hands full with three teenage girls. God bless you, for starters.

Are you currently in therapy or talking with a doc about your depressions and stuff? I think you'll find people here really helpful and understanding. I, for one, have also been really lonely and feel like I have no friends. Posting here has helped a little - I hope it does for you as well. Hang in there and welcome!