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allthegirls6 said:
Greenie,

anybody thats been here for any length of time couldnt possible not remember you and the admin guy. The thing is, you are obsessed and its just not healthy. You should be trying to resolve this, maybe move on and try to come to terms with the reality of the situation.

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I know the situation. I don't need to come to terms with it. I know that Dr. B can never be my friend. I know that he sees me as just another poster. The thing is, I don't want him to see me as special. I like that he doesn't get close to me. He's a safe person to love. Real relationships are scary to me.