Remeron has been my magic bullet, my golden arrow. It is what makes me feel normal. I would give anything to be starting it for the first time without the tolerance my body has built up. If it is as good a match for you as it has been for me, expect stunningly beautiful dreams in vivid colors. A lot of mine were underwater, which sounds scary but they were gorgeous and happy. And be aware of how fast it takes effect. Make sure you have a nice, comfy bed first and anyone you live with is aware of how clumsy, and out of it you may be after taking it before bed. If I was you knowing what I do I wouldn't be afraid, I would be excited. And if you don't go springing out of bed well rested after a few days you may want to see if you aren't on too high a dose. When I first was on it I felt GREAT the next day.