one of the reasons, as far as i'm concerned, is that a poster, on babble, has to be so careful in the way that they word their replies or it's a PCB.....

and there are a lot of people here who see your obsession with him as being unhealthy. and we are just mirroring back to you, what we're "hearing/seeing".....and it is all out of concern for you.

are you blocked from babble right now?

maybe you feel that you have to work harder here to make us understand your feelings. you've been there for a much longer time and the posters there are more acquainted with you than we are.

just a thought or two for you. pat