Time and experience have taught me that, as unnatural as it seems, some of the most wonderful people are tormented by feelings of self-hate.
If I had more psychological energy, I would rage against the kernel of fierce, snarling self-judgment inside you. All I can do is stand with your many PC friends in affirming you.
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My dog

mastered the "fetch" command. He would communicate he wanted something, and I would fetch it.