Thanks Lee. I got out this morning and got the car inspected so at least that's one thing done. I actually tried to cut the grass but I just could not get the lawn mower started. Guess I'll have to call someone to help with that. Logically I know I can do things, I took care of myself alone before I got married and I guess I can do it again, but it was so nice to have someone to share things with and who just loved me and wanted to take care of me. It's hard to be alone now.