((rolan)), I may have repeated myself a few times in my posts. I was writing my posts this morning and multitasking and getting interupted. I don't do that well right now with this dam PTSD I have and get interupted while I am concentrating .

I am just concerned that you don't see the value of therapy and you're doubting right now, asking what you learned and what the point was because of your confused feelings. I really hope you will be open with this therapist and see if she can help you work through this. Please don't be ashamed if you feel like you love her, as many have stated here, that happens a lot. But there are lessons to be learned here so please see if you can open yourself up to finding resolve here verses remaining confused. Each experience is just another valuable lesson and can mean progress if you learn to look at the whole picture.

(((Hugs)))
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