I am supposed to see psychiatrist on Monday, I have been waiting over a month for the appointment. Because I have medicare I have to see him first or I would have already been talking with a therapist. I have to go to this mental health clinic that I do not want to go to, I don't trust them.I have five kids and I don't want them to take them away from me. I have had major depression, but this time it is different. I am in pain, psychological pain my primary doctor has me on wellbutrin, celexa, and ativan. I don't know how to get through the pain, I cannot talk to anyone. My mother is on my case telling me I am acting funny and my poor kids, I cant get my house organized or meals prepared for them. I really don't how much longer I can hold on. My exhusband is coming in two weeks but that is like waiting for an eternity, and I am not looking forward to him coming but he can help with the kids. thanks for listening.