I think Dr B should be reinvestigated for unethical WHATEVER! but then, that would assume that what you are saying Green is all reality. I'm sure it is your truth, I'm not sure it is the truth.

If you like Dr B so much, why do you feel you need to post HERE instead? What about PC do you love? I think your crush may be an almost innocent child like infatuation for someone who you have created as a safe, wonderful being. I wouldn't want to shatter that for you. However, those of us who do know, know that Dr B might not be the person you imagine, and has ulterior motives with allowing you to continue your "actions" towards him. IDK. Could be real, probably isn't?

Are you taking your medicine? I'm sorry you aren't able to get real therapy time, like the typical one hour a week. I, for one, think you need it.

((((Greenleaves))) You are always interesting, to say the least!