IowaFarmGal no worries. i know that whenever i create a list of things i need to do (like a wellness program) it depresses me. it is overwhelming to do that to yourself. the best advice i can give is follow your heart from one thing to the next, stick close to what you love be them hobbies or whatever. i don't agree with making up some vision, i think it's too much pressure and easy to feel cooked before you start.