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Originally Posted by justanotherday
. Dig deeper.
There has to be something stuck inside of you. Some grand thorn, that is causing you pain every time you move. What is that thorn? Tell me, when you think of a day where you're content with how things are going, what does that mean? What problems are gone? What are you doing with your time that makes you feel like you're doing what you want?
Don't be afraid to go after exactly what you want. And if you can't have it, try to get something as close to it as you can get. You'll get a lot of dead ends, but if you refuse to let anyone prevent you or sway you from getting what you want, you inevitably get it. You have to be stubborn, you have to be totally insistent on it.
I don't hate you, and I'm sure I never will. So that pokes a hole in your theory forever. I'd recommend taking an inventory of your pain points, and then get rid of them, one by one. Legally.
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Dig deeper.. .. Shawn t?
I'm not sure I completely follow the next part. Can you reword what you are saying please? I kinda get it, but not fully.
And that's actually one of my biggest flaws. I'm extremely stubborn. I always get what I want. It's more I don't know what I want is my problem.
I'm looking for weed to be my temporary soultion. I want to feel good now. Because I don't. I've been a stoner. I don't want that per say. I'm a straight a student, workout aholic, and fight for what I want at all costs. Weed doesn't change that, and hasn't ever changed any of that. I know it screws with your serotonin. But right now I don't think my brains doing a good job with the serotonin honestly. Maybe it needs some help.
I appreciate the insight, and please don't ignore this. I'm a debater at heart and ultimately I have a very open mind.
I like your idea at working at my issues one by one. I'm going to write them down physically, I think that will help in trying to target and fix only specific issues instead of working at everything at once and gettin overwhelmed. An issue for me is most people look at my "issues" and reply with a, "you want to see real problems?!" ... my problems aren't legit for a person in my current situation. According to everyone else. No one would say I have it good, but everyone thinks I'm Whiney. Ive been working on my biggest problems for ages. Living at home and my bfs home is my biggest problem. I can't fix that until I am hired.